Okay I still wanted to update even though work is really boring its driving me crazy. Man I can't wait to go to school for my next job though it will be sad to leave I think I need to go restart my career again and get it right. I already am buying books for my next job and I plan to get it right this time. I just wonder what I have to lose in order to obtain that goal. That is the part that sucks cause I don't know what I'll lose if I leave and that is what kills me most right now.